DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA

Hidup nih seperti pentas lakonan yang luas. Kehidupan kita setiap hari mewakili setiap episod dan orang sekeliling kita adalah watak2 yang hadir umtuk menyerikan jalan cerita. Seperti drama sudah pasti ada watak yang baik dan watak antagonis. terpulang pada kita untuk memilih watak yang mana. tetapi yang pasti hukum karma itu ada. What goes around comes around. Bila berlakunya perselisihan faham antara manusia sudah pasti ada yang bermasam muka. Tetapi aku lebih memilih untuk diam kerana apa?? Bila aku bercakap dan kau bercakap dan kita tahu penghujungnya kau masih nak menang so untuk apa?? Kau suruh aku jaga bahasa. Apa yg aku cakap?? Aku diam pun kena hentam cakap pun kena hentam kau nk aku buat pe??? Bunuh diri aku dulu baru kau nk puas hati??? Manusia2. Kau cakap aku judge kau?? Apa yg aku ckap??? Kau tuh yg judge aku without tanya apa punca kau da ckap aku layan kau mcm sampah kau cakap ktorg nih fake friends. Aku la yg judge??? Kau ckap aku perli2 kat status. Aku just tweet 2 bnda je. Yang korg dua update kt twitter kt wechat bagai tu apa????!!! Bila cakap korg nih bdak2 tak matang marah tapi sebenarnya tu la hakikatnya. Kau cakap orang tk faham kau. Apa kau expect nk semua org faham korg la. Perasaan orang lain kau tk pyah faham. Benda sikit korg yg dramatik bagai nk undur diri la apa la. Aku tk cakap apa pun. Korg yg buat conclusion sendiri. Cara kau mntak maaf pun gempak. Bash lpas tuh say sorry lpas tuh bash lagi lpas tuh say sorry lgi and so on. Beradab sungguh. Lpas tuh kau expect aku nk reply apa?? okay aku maafkan kau?? Memang tak la kan. Kau bermasalah dgn aku lpas tuh kau libatkan semua org. Jangan lepas nih kau tuduh aku hasut semua org dah la. Kalau kau buat memang kau bercakap dgn tangan aku la kan. Aku diam perhati je perangai sorg2 aku nak tgk jauh mna lagi korg nk meluah perasaaan kt twitter kt wechat kt insta tu semua. Orang sekeliling yang melihat drama ciptaan kau ni pun tahu menilai sapa yg betul sebenarnya. For now keep calm and move on :D

I'M GIVING UP ON YOU

Say something i'm giving up on you...

Seriously i'm giving up. Tired with all of this things. This is why I created the boundaries between us but still I'm getting hurt when you did this to me. You stop talking to me and you started to ignore me. What I've done to you ?? That should be me mad at you because of that night incident but now the situation is different. This is the second time you did this to me and I hope this the last time.I hope that you bring along all the memories that we had together because all those memories is killing slowly. Struggling. Yes, I'm struggling to get over you because it's not easy to lost someone that really close to me. I'm a type of person that really hard to forget people that came into my life moreover someone that really close to me. For this past three years I've become a heartless person and the moment you step into my life you've change me slowly and today I used my heart more than it should be. It's really hurt but you'll never see me crying. What I'm going to do?? I'm gonna keep smiling and move on because when I'm gone then you will realised who is the person that always behind you to support you in any situation.